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Temple Nerves

I am really nervous about going to my local Hindu Temple.   I think I have a fear of rejection and my situation is feeding it at the moment.  It would be wonderful to get over this but I’m not sure how.

What is my fear? 

  • I really don’t want to offend anyone by doing something wrong or even by just being there. 
  • I don’t have any Hindu friends to go with.
  • What if I make a complete fool of myself while I am there?
  • I have been told that non-Hindus cannot be Hindus?
  • What happens if I can’t understand what anyone is saying to me?

Why do I want to go to temple?

Well, I adore many of the gods, especially Ganesha, Shiva & Parvati, Saraswati, Lakshmi and over the last two years I have read as much as I can about Hinduism and I feel that it is the truth, I am comfortable with it and it represents what I believe.  The things I have learnt I have felt comfortable taking on board and I’ve  not felt the need to challenge things in the way that I have with the other religions that I have looked at, all be it much more briefly than Hinduism.  Going to Temple solidifies my belief.  I want to take steps to develop spiritually.  This has been a long journey for me so far.

The story of the man and his donkey comes to mind now. 🙂

This blog gets read by lots of people, what do you think?  Am I justified in my concerns?  I would especially like to hear from Hindus.

Namaste everyone.


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Maha Shivaratri

Today is Shivaratri a day celebrated the world over by Hindus as the day that Shiva danced the Tandava and made the cycle of creation, preservation and dissolution begin. This day is also believed to be the day that Shiva and Parvati were married.I planned to go to bed early yesterday and then start Puja at midnight this morning, but things didn’t turn out as planned. My desire to continue Puja throughout the night was prevented by work, going to work without any sleep having fasted all day was not realistic for me.So having been forced to be more realistic about what I was actually going to do I got up at 6am and have been doing Shiva Puja for each three hour period since. I am about to do the 9pm puja and then the last one just before I go to bed at around 10 or 11pm.During the last six months I have been practising sitting cross-legged on the floor. This is something that I have never really been fantastic at but its really necessary in Hinduism. Today I have spent several hours cross-legged and I have to say that it has been a pretty painful experience.

Overall I have enjoyed the day.  It has been great to spend time worshipping Shiva.  Its not very often I use the Shiva Lingam I prefer my Murti of Shiva instead. 

Happy Shivaratri 🙂

Om Namaha Shivaya, shanti shanti.

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Sadhu and their dedication

I went on a trawl of Google’s Images the other day looking for Sadhu’s. I find them curiously interesting. Sadhu’s are holy men of India. They are worshippers of Shiva living as ascetics who are in there last stage of the three stages of a Hindu life where efforts to achieve Moksha are upmost in and foremost in their minds. Being a worshipper of Shiva myself I am really drawn to their dedication and focus. Qualities that I have right now, but not in the same context and probably not in the same strength (by any stretch of the imagination). Their renunciation of the material and societial world interests me the most. I have always been drawn to things that completely buck the system and travel in a completely opposite direction to the norm. I am sure I have missed the point here, they’re likely to me going with the flow that is presented to them rather than making a poilitical point.

Personally I am currently attempting to live a more austere lifestyle, I’ve dumped my TV, I’ve severely reduced my possessions and I’m thinking of doing another round of recycling soon as I still have lots of things that I don’t really need. My iPod battery finally gave up the ghost the other day, I’m going to ebay it and pass it onto someone who can get hold of a battery and knows how to change them. I can’t compare my meagre efforts with the Sadhu’s who I admire so much, but I have a way to go before that stage of my life begins.

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A SadhuJust looking at this picture makes me want to know what’s gone on in this mans mind. I find his efforts staggering. When do we in the west face this kind of experience?

Whilst looking through the hundreds of interesting pictures that people have put onto their blogs and photograph collections I came across this image of a young girl who lives in the city of Varanasi. Its not very often you see genuine happiness and freedom on someones face. I see this in her face. She seems so happy. She looks so genuine, she seems almost untainted. Untainted by the west?
Street Kids of Varanasi
What an amazing concept, that people can live in such terrible poverty by western standards, yet be so much more happy. I can’t remember the last time that I saw someone smile with such expression. Our overdeveloped western lives have so much to answer for.

Streets of Varanasi
This image shows the level of the quality of life in Varanasi. Dirt next to food being sold in the same street. A Bitch feeding her young. In the same place. What a great picture.

The Colour Photographs in this entry where taken by Ray Church. His photographs are found here: http://www.travelblog.org/Photos/893322.html and his travel blog can be found here: http://www.travelblog.org/Bloggers/Raymondo/

I feel that I should point out that I feel both grateful and annoyed at being a westerner.  There is much to be grateful for, as has been pointed out in the comments from the readers I appear to have annoyed with my ignorance.  Yet at the same time I do not feel a connection with the earth or with my community and to a certain degree with my spiritual life that appears to be the very foundation of the Indian way of life.  It is not my intention to annoy anyone with the comments I have made.  If they stir comments and even discussion then this is wonderful.  But I have posted the above pictures with the utmost respect for the people shown.  Namaste. Om Namah Shivaya.

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